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Thank you Alan and Trace........for helping me with my fear of woods. It was not easy standing in the dark with all those trees around, but I didn't feel quite as panicky as I thought I would and talking about it really helped. 
After you went back to the team, Alan made me sit down and really think about what it was I was scared of and came up with an answer for everything that freaked me and the more I thought about it, the more silly it sounded to be scared.
I hope that next time we work in a wooded area, I will be able to focus more. I found the trance training really hard this time, because I just couldn't focus properly, but I WILL overcome this, I am determined to!
manda
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trace
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No probs mate we all ahve a fear of somethinga and your on ehappens to be woods
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Mandatas
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I know, I do feel so stupid sometimes though, cause I can't exactly explain why. Thats what I was trying to tell Alan last night and couldn't explain exactly what it was, except a real feeling that something awful was gonna happen.
We spent ages just talking about what it was and how to overcome it. Good job he's so patient really. 
Manda
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alan
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Your very welcome, trees give off a lot of energy and green is a healing colour, but fill next time we should be away from woods and you'll find it easier to conect to spirit.
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Mandatas
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Yes I agree, I got quite a lot in the field next to Kits Coty, but seemed to go blank when in the woody bit. I didn't close down or anything, it must have been just the fear kicking in.
manda
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SHAMEN
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i used to have a fear of churches as a child, right up til i was aged 18/19... now you can`t keep me out of them!!
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Mandatas
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How did you overcome it Shamen?
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alan
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Hi, at the same age i use to go off on a cycle with a sheeping bag and find a village church were i use to sleep in the church porch. I done that around Essex, Suffolk, Norfolk and Cambridgeshire. I also use to cycle around Holland by getting the olay line from Sheerness direct to holland.
Again i would spend the night sleeping in a church porch.
I did this as it would keep the waight down on my bike and would be easy to cycle and get around, if traveling across country, i could lift my bike over styles and get to places of intrest off the betten track.
I have never had any fear of graveyards and still have no fear.
I've done many vigils on my own in the past and never had a problem exsept once, that was a Holy Island were i met five monks, this would not normaly bother me, but i think it was because the island had a corseway and no way off when the tide comes in.
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Mandatas
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Thats lovely Alan  , I used to have a fear of churchyards, no idea why, but when I did my very first invest (funnily enough at Pluckley), I walked into the churchyard expecting to be freaked and felt really calm and had a fantastic night.
From that night I have not looked back and my life is really on the change for the better in many ways. 
manda
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